I hear ya Valkyrie. I felt a little pissed that Roland got screwed also. The guy's been through so much. But it made sense the more i digested it.
first i felt, happy that i reached the end. then i felt, sad, lonely, hungry, a little tired, then slightly content. now i'm happy and want to do a reread. i haven't picked up the books since i finished. it's time to go back through, i think.