What I ment was, in Wizard and Glass, I believe Roland mentions how the others can share with eachother (or their minds are open to one another), but not him. I think he even says that they are a ka tet but he is not yet a member. Then he tells his big story and he, himself, is apart of the Ka-tet.
Ya, I beat myself down a lot. Has to do with the losing of short term memory. And me no spell to good.